jennathevampire

I lost my father....I lost my dog.....I lost my home....I lost our car.....I lost our motorbike....I lost my whole f*cking life....
What could come at the near future? I can't imagine...

I'm sorry that it took a very long time to write again.
But the reason why i haven't writen is really serious: at 4th August i lost my father.
He had a tragical motorbike accident at the end of July and he didn't get well =(
I really miss him...i don't say that to anybody but i miss him...he was...he was the one who i loved wholeheartedly...

My and my mum and my dog have to move to my grandparents. I don't want that, but we have to do it...

I think, this is that point when I say: I hate my life.

Yesterday was my 18th birthday at 13th Friday. Awesome.  *bring some champagnes and jet it*
I like 13th Fridays- these are my lucky days, too. I'm not overact.
There wasn't any celebrations, I just stay at home and have a rest, read the textmessages, e-mails, etc. what i got...The celebration will be next week when I going to go shopping some clothes and shoes, and yes: Hubert Selby's book 'Requiem For A Dream'. I can't wait. -.-
So, there wasn't anything specal....Ohhhh, wait. I got a really cool gift from my friend from the Mars: -merc-. If I'm not lazy i'll take pics. XD

In Hungary this age means I became adult. But what does it mean to me?...not much....
Everybody will say to me and want to grew up and do everything perfectly...but WTF...all of my life I've always tried to do the right things...i really don't know what they want...i just do the things in my own...isn't it enough?...

Anyway...i'm alone right now 'cause my parents travelled to Greece...pff, no....first, they go to Venice, Italy and by a ferry they sail to Corfu, Greece. Yep.
While they have rest I'll die in an oral exam. Hm...what a luck, isn't it?...

It took a long time to write again a new blog entry. Sorry for it, but at the last few weeks I've been so busy.
In the one hand, I've already passed my first exam with flying colours. It wasn't hard and nobody failed, forutnately.
I'll still have two exams so I'm studying harder.

On the other hand, finally it had been offical: 30 Seconds To Mars won't give a show at Hungary.
I was a bit sad, but the fact they're working on the new album cheers me up.

See ya later
xoxo Jenna

Everybody know what a bad situation is this. For both people: who is in love and who is not.
Last week I was walking in the street at the evening with my dog when a cyclist  passed me and said loudly 'What a cute dog I have'.
'Emm, thanks' replied and said a Hello for the boy. At the first time I couldn't recognise who was him because it was too dark in the street.
I thought he went away but he didn't: not so far there were a place with lot of trees where he turned off and came back where we were.  I didn't want to talk with him beacuse later I realised I know him: he was the city's 'Poncer'..always asks everybody for different things such as fire to his cigarette or just a hankie...
He smiled at me and greeted me again and asked me a lot of stupid questions like 'Where do i live?' or 'Have I got a boyfriend?' etc...
If I wanted I gave answers but all I wanted was go away. Not so late he said he had to go, but he really hope we meet with each other AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
o.O (God, nooo......)
When he said stonger and louder the latest words I could die....

The best damn thing: he lives just one or two streets far from me.... NOOOO

The 30 Seconds To Mars show -what took place last year- was absolutely great!
I was really happy for see the guys.
After the gig me and -maybe- 20-25 Echelons were on a tight corridor at the backstage and waited for the band due to the Meet & Greet.
Not so late, Jared was the first who walked to the next room; the second was Shannon; and finally Tomo who smiled at us. He was soo lovely, in fact.
The dedication was irregular for me: there weren't any tables or chairs to help the guys. There was just a nice and big room, where the fans spoke with each other and/ or with the bandmates.
I was wondering about the whole thing when I realised I stood next to Shannon Leto! I caught his eyes and he smiled and greeted me on my real name. I just stared him with a tomfool face but suddenly he hugged me with one of his arms.
I'll never forgot the warm of his body. Never.
I was so happy but he whispered to my ear he had to go. Then he walked away but he turned back once again and gave me a beautiful smile. I wanted to go with him, but suddenly, Matt handed to me a piece of paper with Tomo's signature...

Wasn't it a really beautiful memory?
I guess, it is.
The only problem: it was only a dream.....a beautiful lie.....on a beautiful night...

I've never thought this can happen with me..
really never...
the truth's that i've never thought about it....
really never...
It's a normal thing when a band have fans. More or less, it isn't essential.
But it isn't a common thing, when a band create a friendship...in my opinion...a really good friendship, to be more accurate.
For me, it was really unbelievable chatting with other fans in a forum's topic. I thought, i'm not that kind of man. But once i tried it...and it changed everything.
If I never heard about Fall Out Boy & 30 Seconds To Mars, I couldn't met with this great girl.
And i'm really pleased for it.
And proud of this friendship.
Now, i can believe the 30STM boys' statement about their fans: ECHELON is a really unique fan group.

Tomorrow night me and my class'll perform at Parents'-Teachers' Ball.
We have to play the show we learnt for Senior's Ball....brrr...but I won't....anyway, who want?
They ruin our Saturday night, man...pff
For reward, we'll got dinner...what a honour.....

So, keep your fingers crossed for us....

5 at the morning I heard that terrible new: a great actor died.
The first time I couldn't believe it, I thought the interviewer said a wrong name or something....
But no, unfortunately no...she was right.
Heath wasn't one of my favourite actors in fact but I always admired and respected what he did.
He was a really talented and great actor, and a different kind from actors of nowadays.

We'll miss you Heath, forever! ˇ_ˇ

I hate being sick....who loves?...anyway...I'm sick now....so sick....
The whole fucking thing started at Friday night. I was chatting with my friends on MSN,  and suddenly I felt sleepy although During the night I often got up....but I hoped there won't be anything wrong...
But, the morning was terrible....I got headache and heat....and I felt giddy..and can't eat.....I had to stayed in the bed.
At the end of the day I felt everything alright.
But today, I've had heat again.....39.6°....nice, isn't it?
So, tomorrow I'm not going to go to school, my parents forbid it.
If I haven't to write a serious test from History, I'll could say that: I'm glad for it....the worst thing is that, I'll haven't got chance for write it later...maybe.....brrrrr...
Anyway, look the things as an optimisctic: I've got a short pause ^_^

We're stand before midnight, before the beginning of 2008.
I want to tell to all of my friends here in buzznet too that I'm very glad for I could met with y'all.
I know, we don't know each other as well, but I think more or less you change my life.
I want to wish a really happy and succesfully new year without pain and disases, but full with happy, friends, money, rest, etc.

Best wishes: Jenna the vampire

In this month there's a lot of feast- fortunately. <3
In the one hand: last Sunday (December 2th) there was my Name-day ^_^
Name-day is a traditional celebration in Hungary. That day everybody celebrate it's own Chritian name. I like it! ^_^
In the other hand, today is Saint Nicholas' day. In the morning me and my friends were hit by the class 12 in the school, 'cause we late a little bit.  Hahaha

And, the greatest- and my favourite- feast is gettin' closer and closer and closer.....

Yesterday was quite good!
I hadn't got any classes, 'cause we did practises for the show all day and: I had to go a competiton with my classmate, Mathias.
The competition took place in another school and was started at 9 am.
When we arrived at the school (called György Dózsa Technical School) we followed the gate-keeper who showed the right way. The school is really  We had to go to the II. floor.
The classroom- where we wrote the easy test- was really old and different than our. After 1 hour we finished and we wanted to go back to our school. But! we lost one's way.
The school was quiet, everybody were learn so we couldn't ask anybody about the exit. We tried to remember where did we came but suddenly hundreds of students came out the classes corridor.
Finally -'cause we didn't find the exit- we asked a girl....

Later, we had to go back to the school for the publishing of the results. A teacher showed us the Library where we waited 1 hour.
Unfortunately we didn't won....just got a memorial leaf.
We wanted to go back again to our school but.....we lost one's way again............

Everybody has stories from it's own life. It could be happy, sad, fascitaning, etc.
I've got a few, too and I would share with you.
Enjoy or hate it....


One or two years ago my religion teacher said to us, we had to go to the church for made a confession.
I've never liked this thing...So, we went to the church (my school has an own next to the building) and we waited for the priest.
At that time my school had an old priest, called Sütő father. He was old and he was....uhm....neurotic? I dunno.
So, we were in the church and somebody had to start the  confession. I was the fist.
I went to the confessional and I told him my guilts. Then he became a bit angry, and he said to me 'I'll get to the Inferno'.....I just knelt and heard this shit. I thought that: 'Hm....i was right' ^_^
After the confession I told to my friends what the priest said to me. Everybody laughed 'cause there was no one else who didn't get these words from the priest, so...my whole school is guilty and we'll get to the Inferno once.....

MTV EMA 2007 is over.
There was a lot of categories,
there was a lof of good, really good artists, bands,
there was a few bad, of course.
There were a few of my favourites, too, like Fall Out Boy, 30 Seconds To Mars, Gym Class Heroes...

One of my eyes is cry and one is happy: I'm really sad now, 'cause FOB and GCH didn't win any EMAs..... =(...............but, I'm a bit glad, 'cause 30STM won.

Sorry, if you like, but the truth is that, I was shocked, when I saw that, Tokio Hotel won.....
There was not just one or not just two better bands than them....but it's okay....i must accept it.

Anyway...Jared Leto was amazing! I like this dude!
After he went to the stage and got the EMA he called on his BlackBerry Shannon and Tomo to told them what happened.
He really like his band- we can see it-, and it was really honest, when he said: 'Thank you, thank you, thank you!'

Today I've heard that from a hungarian site, Gerard Way was in Hungary.
Hmm.....nice....I live in this small country...but I never hear the news in time....
They said Gerard went with his wife a concert- maybe MSI?
I don't care about this, 'cause I don't like MCR and anything...and Budapest is far away from me, so....

Anyway, if My Chemical Romance (or just it's frontman) can come here, i hope, 30 Seconds To Mars and/ or Fall Out Boy will come here, too!